Monday, August 17, 2009

Dites-Moi (South Pacific)

Some things I've been up to:

I moved in to a real place. With roommates. I don't know what I was thinking. It's cheap. I'm cheap right now. I'm going to go crazy.

I saw a boy looking at me at work, so I decided to not be a pussy and give him my phone number. The next day, I was walking into the subway and noticed a guy checking me out. On a roll, I decided not to be a pussy and checked him out back. We talked. He was in town from San Francisco on a conference. He came back to my place.

I auditioned for a straight play for which I have a callback tonight. I don't know if I'll get it or not, and I don't really care, but it's nice to have auditioned for something. It's only been almost 2 years.

I've decided maybe not to give up on theatre. I think I'm going to spend this next year focusing on my career. If by this time next year, I'm doing nothing, I'll seriously consider the rest of my life.

In one year and two months (to the day) I turn 30. 30 is the new 20.

I realized yesterday that I have performed as an actor, a singer, a dancer, and a stand up comedian, and I have directed, choreographed, and produced. So why should I feel so unaccomplished?

I am grateful to be working for a children's theatre company that continuously rehires me.

I am on the hunt for a sugar daddy.

3 comments:

Neenia said...

I'm not too sure what you're thinking, re: the roommates, either. Have you met yourself? I want you to get back your one-bedroom at Davisville immediately. Please.

Warrior Princesse Alathariel said...

I'd be a good roommate this time around. I'm sorry.

You're not unaccomplished. You're accomplished. What are you talking about? You're a fucking superstar. You have no right to give up.

artsmonkey said...

i think you've grabbed life by the balls and given a little tug. i think you need to pull a tad harder.
i don't know what i mean by this.
horray for 30 being the new 20... good motto.